Let's start with a little good news-bad news.
On the good news' menu, my finals are over, I'm leaving high school.
On the bad news' menu, well, I'm leaving high school.
This probably might seem really weird to all those in high school but, you'll understand when you leave high school.
To be honest, I'm not missing the block physics and the block chemistry classes as such and neither am I missing the wannabe football field our school has.
What I'm missing is complaining about the field, those endless seeming moments in the classroom, the way the our teachers ever so faithfully try to stuff the knowledge into our brains. What I miss are the memories that were associated with every single thing.
From banging the classroom doors to running in the corridors to getting caught and standing in the supervisors office with our heads hung in shame to waking up at 6 in the morning.
Every single one of those moments bonded me to that school. Every single moment had something special. Every single moment, giving me reason to remember the good old days.
As I sit in front of my monitor trying to put my feelings into words, it all just seems so disarrayed and discombobulated (I'm in love with this words, kind of like the word of the month or so) that I have no idea where to start, and where to end.
I do realize that my days as a student are over and the ones as a freshman are just around the bend.
I do realize that the amazing people I met in a span of 2 years will be gone to different places and that I probably wont even see them again.
I do realize that the moments that I cherish will be just faded memories one day.
I do realize that this is the end of a phase......
And all I want right now is to re-live these years once again, and a pizza with an extra large coke, and someone to be there through the times that come.
Eating an apple and typing out a very late post as usual,
Raheel Haque 15:16 25/03/2013
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